Kiwi at heart, New Zealand always on my mind.

Still thinking of Ross Herman and his family and friends. It's amazing how much the Centre community really gets around and is everywhere. I'm so glad I am a part of it and hope that we, as a community, continue to support those in it and close to it.

Speaking of the Centre community, I've been so lucky to have the friends I do, whether they are in Cincinnati, Louisville, the tri-state area of Indiana/Kentucky/Ohio, somewhere in the US or even abroad. I've been visiting friends close to Cincinnati, and have found some other alumni that are living in Cincinnati/Northern Kentucky. It's nice to get a break from the "stress" of chemistry and grad school by getting together with some good ol' Centre kids. We all understand each other, regardless of year or major or what we choose to do with our lives, and we all support each other in our endeavors. I couldn't ask to be a part of a better group of individuals.

With Centre on my brain, another place/memory that always pops up is my trip to New Zealand. It's that time of the year again where CentreTerm is coming up, and luckily the New Zealand trip is going again this year. I had a person going on this years trip ask for suggestions on where to travel to in the South Island, and I was just transported back to the most beautiful place on Earth. I know it sounds very subjective, but I don't care. I found myself again there. I figured out what I wanted out of life, and that is the place and the beginning of me and positive thinking. There is NOTHING better than hiking a huge mountain/volcano and getting to the peak and just looking out for miles at wilderness. It's so peaceful, and a great to really think, meditate, etc. I know that it sounds corny, but sometimes the best place to find yourself is in a place that you have no idea about. To find yourself, you have to first lose yourself. And what better place to lose yourself than in one of such beauty?

 Don't believe me? Here are some photos to try to get you to believe me:

View of Auckland from Devonport.

Rangitoto (a shield type volcano)

Muriwai Beach. Known for being one of the only homes to gannet colonies.

Murawai

Can't remember... somewhere on the North Island?

On top of Rainbow Mountain (yes, that's its real name)

On the climb up to the Mount

On top of the Mount.

White Island, a still active volcanic island.

Huka Falls.

Looking across Lake Taupo at Ruapehu, Ngauruhoe and Tongariro.

At the Tongariro National Park.

Ngauruhoe and Tonagriro

Mt. Doom, if you will.

Part of the Tongariro Crossing.

Emerald Lakes.

Franz Josef glacier.

Lake Hawea in the South Island on the way to Queenstown.

Lake in Queenstown.

Milford sound and the Fiordland

Nature cruise through Milford Sound.

If that doesn't make you want to go visit, I don't know what will. It's been almost 2 years since I've been to New Zealand, and while I have forgotten some of the smaller names of places we went, I remember the important places, and I remember the feelings I had there, and what I learned from the islands across the Pacific.

Does this mean that I'm condoning a trip across the world to "find yourself"? If you can, go (doesn't even have to be New Zealand). If it's not possible, just lose yourself in nature. It may be a little cold to do that now, but once it warms up, go on a hike. Look at the trees, the paths, the animals around you. Disconnect your mind from the world of work and stress, and just connect to the beauty around you. Each step you take gives you a different view of the path you are on.

Yes, I know I sound like a nature-loving hippie getting all transcendental, which is completely the opposite of what I do in my normal day-to-day life. But it's good for everyone to take a break from who you are. Reload, refresh, get re-energized. Then get back to what it is that you do. But there is nothing wrong with taking a break and looking at how beautiful this world is, one that we tend to take too much for granted.

New Zealand, I promised you when I left that I'd be back. I'm going to keep that promise. It might be 10, 20, 30 years down the road, but I will get back to you. There is so much nostalgia to just up and forget you. I hope that you continue to awe and inspire all the people that visit you. You definitely stole my heart, and I am a Kiwi for life.

I hope everyone has a great Christmas season. Let's just remember what it's all about :) Happy Holidays!

Gone too soon, but never forgotten. R.I.P. Ross.

I'm sure mostly everyone in the Centre community has heard about Ross Herman by now. It is a tragedy that someone with so much potential was taken from this Earth at such a young age. My heartfelt thoughts and deepest sympathy go out to Ross's family and close friends.

Treasure those people in your life that you hold dearest. Tell people you love them. Hug them. Call them. Keep in touch with them. Show them that you care about them. 

I can't help but think that Ross is in a good place right now in heaven. There's no other place a great young man could be.

Finals Time Positive Message

Good luck to everyone taking finals this week (or in the upcoming weeks). As a motivational tool, at least you have this guy on your side...

And then after finals comes freedom!!!!!!

Study hard, eat well, get some sleep. Everything is going to be alright. :) Just don't do what little kitten is doing LOL.

I be on that chem grind, all day, every day.

How in the world did it get to be December? I know everyone is thinking it... 2011 is almost over, and 2012 is almost here? Where has the time gone? Don't get me wrong, 2011 has been a good year, but it's just crazy to think about how quickly time passes when you don't realize it. It just seems like yesterday that I graduated from Centre, got a job, quit my job and started grad school. But those events were a year and a half, a year and 3 months, 4 months, and 3 months ago, respectively. Nuts, right? But even though it's hard to think about time passing, I think it's good to reflect on what has happened in the past, and be appreciative of the future time we will have.

While time keeps flying by, it seems like FOREVER until I'm finished with my first quarter of grad school. Why? Because we're coming up on the dreaded finals week... dun dun dun. Actually, I don't think finals will be TOO bad this year. After taking 9 semesters worth of finals (post grad class last spring is #9), by the 10th try, I should know how to prepare for these, right? (At least that's what I keep telling myself) But it's been a good time getting back to the chemistry grind, and releasing my inner nerd.

Besides just studying chemistry, I've also been tutoring some undergrads this quarter in general chemistry. It's amazing how everything that is learned in general chemistry seems so random, and doesn't make sense when you take it the first time, but having ALL the other chemistry classes, you begin to see how the things that were so random make sense. I've enjoyed tutoring again this quarter, and it's always great to see the lightbulb go off in these kids' heads. It's an even bigger honor whenever someone asks you if you can tutor them the next quarter. It makes me feel like I'm doing a good job, and that this is where I'm supposed to be, and I'm doing exactly what I'm supposed to.

So while I want finals to be over, and to get a MUCH NEEDED break from chemistry, there's no doubt in my mind that chemistry is for me. Sure it may be challenging (more often than not), but I get the most satisfaction in completing something that I find extremely difficult. (Maybe I'm weird, but I already knew that)

Time is a funny thing. Sometimes we want it to speed up, sometimes we want it to slow down, or stop completely. But it tends to go at the exact pace we need; it just takes us some time to realize it. We need to remember to look around and experience life as it happens, otherwise it'll pass us by. I know I need to remember to do that, because it's such a great place we live it.

Some countdowns (to keep me sane):

• 9 days until finals are over
• 10 days until some of my girls come visit
• 11 days until I'm home (for a bit, back to Cincy on the 13th, and then back home again the 18th)
• 12 days until sushi date with my partner in crime
• 14 days until Columbus trip
• 16 days until bestie night out in Cincy (pt. 2)
• 21 days until I see my best friend (that I haven't seen in about a year and 4 months)
• 22 days until ugly sweater/karaoke night
• 24 days until Christmas
• 29 days until my bestie's birthday
• 30 days until New Years

While I'm counting down (especially to the end of finals), I'm excited to live everyday to the fullest. What are some things you are looking forward to this month (and for 2012)?

I'll leave you with a nice chemistry picture. After all, everyone enjoys chemistry just as much as I do, right?

Separations at its finest!

You only live once, that's the motto...

It's been a very very busy November, and it's crazy to think it's almost over!!! School has been at full speed, and I finally have a little bit of a break (and by little bit of a break, I mean I don't have exams until finals in ~3 weeks). So, on this wonderful fall/winter day, I thought I'd blog about my favorite upcoming holiday! No, I'm not talking about Christmas... I'm talking about:

THANKSGIVING! 

Everyone starts getting ready for Christmas earlier and earlier. It used to be that after Thanksgiving, it was acceptable to do that. Now Christmas merchandise is out in stores before Halloween is over. Such a tragedy.

Thanksgiving is seriously my favorite holiday of the year. Pretty much the only major US holiday that has not caved into consumerism. Yes, you have to buy the food, but compare it to Christmas, Valentine's Day, Fourth of July, Halloween, etc. Thanksgiving is one of the only "pure" holidays we have left... hence why it is my favorite!

Traditionally, I have 2 Thanksgiving dinners, one for lunch and one for dinner. Lunch is with my mom's side of the family, and dinner is with my dad's side of the family. There's a HUGE turkey, mashed potatoes, cheesy potatoes, green beans, dressing/stuffing, chicken'n'dumplings, mac'n'cheese, cranberry sauce, turkey gravy, rolls, pies, etc. Just any kind of food that you love, it's there in huge portions. After the lunch one, the women sit and talk and look through old pictures, while the men go downstairs to watch football and fall asleep.

But, while Thanksgiving has all that yummy food, the real reason I love this holiday the most is because we all remember who and what we are thankful for in our lives. It's more of the who than the what, but the fact that we reflect and see what is important to us is the reason that this holiday ranks above all others. At the end of the day, we have to be thankful for all the good that is in our lives. I'm always thankful for my wonderful family and the best friends I could ask for. I'm thankful for my health, my opportunities that have come my way, and every day I'm here on this earth. I know the last one sounds a little bit sappy, but it's so true that you never know when a person's last day is. So why not live every day to the fullest, and be thankful for each and every day?

Which now transitions (quite nicely, I might add) to the title of this blog post. "You only live once, that's the motto..." If you know me, you know I love all music I can dance to. I also have an affinity for hip hop and R&B music. Drake is one of my favorite R&B artists, and his newest album, Take Care, just came out a couple of days ago.

I must say, I LOVE IT. It's funny, though. My favorite song is one that only showed up on the deluxe version, called the The Motto (f. Lil Wayne). The song has a great beat, and the main line I LOVE is that one in the title. You really only do live once, and you better remember that, and use that motivation to make the most of your time on this earth. 

I hope you check out the new album, and have a wonderful Thanksgiving (countdown: 5 days!!!!!!) with loved ones (whomever that means you spend it with). Remember to give thanks for everything that has gotten you to where and who you are today, and plan for the future, because you do only live once.

Back to chemistry, with some serenading from Drake :)

The keys to success lie within you, but do you know where they are?

I always like to include a twitter post that I like... one I saw from a week or two ago, and even though it's from more of a soccer twitter account (@soccerfocus), it contained a motivational quote that really embodies the way I've been thinking the last year or so:

"Success is neither magical nor mysterious. Success is the natural consequence of consistently applying the basic fundamentals" ~ Jim Rohn

We grow up trying to find success in the world, and most of the time we think success comes from how much money we make and how we are viewed in society (aka showing off how much money we have). While that seems a bit materialistic, there is a good message behind it that gets lost in translation. (Most of) the people that have a lot of money have worked extremely hard to make that money, so why not be entitled to spend it? (Don't get me wrong, I do hate it when people throw around money when they have it, and I am DEFINITELY not condoning that.) The real problem is that everyone expects success, but not many people make the sacrifices and put in the effort needed to reach that success.
I never knew who Jim Rohn was until today, and since I used his quote, I figured I'd do some research on him (aka use Wikipedia). His story is incredible. He dropped out of college after his first year, and then began working at Sears for a $57 paycheck (granted this was in the 1950s... a little bit different compared to today). A friend brought him to a motivational speaker's talk, a entrepreneur, and apparently that changed everything. He joined this big business at age 25, and was a millionaire by age 31. Not too shabby, in my opinion. Rohn then gave talks for the next 30 or so years around the world, and published a book, Five Major Pieces to the Life Puzzle. (I haven't read it yet, but after reading How to Win Friends and Influence People this summer, I think it'd be a good read for study breaks) Apparently, Rohn considers 5 components of success:

• Philosophy - how you think
• Attitude - how you feel
• Action - what you do
• Results - measure often to see if you are making progress
• Lifestyle - the kind of life you can make for yourself out of the first 4 pieces

The philosophy and attitude are just as much important as the action part. I always am trying to put a positive spin on things, because it's almost pointless to try to accomplish something if you're not in the state of mind or emotional state you need to be in. Obviously you have to put in some work to get out results, but checking yourself on your progress you want to achieve is a nice tool to keep you on track. Then you get to the lifestyle part, and it's smooth sailing from there.


I know for me, to be successful in the short-term is to get into the PhD program here at UC. For long term, there are so many "types" of success. Obviously we all want to be successful in our jobs, but I also want to be successful in my personal life. That includes someday a family of my own, while still showing love to those friends and family I have right now. There's success in getting my PhD, and there's success in continuing to be healthy.

We all have the tools and opportunity to be successful, but are we too afraid to fail to not even try to be successful? Or is there a point where you just take the risk and block out failure to get to where you need to be? What makes you successful? Is it all a subjective thing, or is there an overall objective definition of success? I do like Jim Rohn's definition from earlier, just helping to show that you have to put in the work to get the success; it doesn't just happen.

One more quote before I go back to chemistry land. It's a quote from one of my high school basketball shirts (my coach was really into them, though one of the quotes was: "Do or do not; there is no try." - Yoda... so take it as you will), but this quote still really speaks to me:

"The only place where success comes before work is in the dictionary."

Okay, that's all for today. I know that personally I am ready to be successful and put in the work to get there... I hope you are too. Have a wonderful day blog world, there's so much to be thankful for and be happy about. :)

"Anyone can cook. All you have to know how to do is read."

One thing that is always necessary when studying a lot is taking study breaks. So my big study break today (as opposed to my smaller study breaks) was watching one of my favorite movies, How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days. If you haven't seen it, I suggest you do (even if you're a guy and am not a big chick flick fan). It's HILARIOUS, and Kate Hudson is hilarious acting like those crazy girls that we all secretly hope we're not. Plus, the fact of the matter is that Matthew McConaughey is such a beautiful man, so it makes this movie 10x better with that.

"You let our love fern DIE!"

Talking about movies, one movie I really want to see that I haven't gotten around to renting is Julie and Julia. The one with Amy Adams and Meryl Streep?

Yeah, that one. I really really want to see it. It looks adorable, and plus, it's about cooking. This Julie character wants to cook every recipe in Julia's cookbook.

Yeah, probably again another chick flick. (Notice the pattern here: I LOVE CHICK FLICKS) But I think it's a great thing to be able to cook, and learn how to cook more than the Kraft blue box of macaroni and cheese or a frozen pizza. (Not that there is anything wrong with either of those, I pull those out every once in a while myself. They're delicious) Regardless of whether you're a male or female, being able to cook is a good skill to have, and people will definitely be impressed. So, since I've been living on my own, I've been trying to cook more "real food".

Granted, with my semi-busy schedule (and it'll probably get busier from now to finals), I eat A LOT of sandwiches and anything I can pack into plastic sandwich baggies (rice cakes, chips, fruit). But my mom was nice enough to give me the big crock pot and the electric skillet (two necessary kitchen staples, especially for quick cooking and cleaning), so I figure I might as well use them, right?

This morning, I made myself some whole wheat blueberry pancakes with turkey bacon. I'm definitely getting better at the whole "not burning the pancakes and making them into a shape somewhat resembling a circle", still have a way to go. And using a skillet with the turkey bacon can be challenging, but again, getting the hang of it. So having that as a positive experience this morning, of course there's going to be a neutralizing factor somewhere with cooking... which leads me to dinner. I attempted to make this crock pot recipe that called for 6 pieces of chicken drenched in barbeque sauce and cooked on low heat for 8 hours. Then 15 minutes before you want to serve, you fry up some bacon, and put two strips on each piece of chicken and top it with a slice of swiss cheese, and cook it on high heat for 15 minutes. Sounds delicious, right? Well, I learned an important lesson: make sure you check on your food every couple of hours if you can. And, to never EVER skimp on sauces used. I DEFINITELY needed to add more barbeque sauce... as the chicken was extremely dry and most of the bbq sauce had turned a nice black color. But I wasn't going to be deterred from trying it anyway. So I put two pieces away (made 3 instead of 6), and put the bacon and cheese on it. And surprisingly enough, it was actually still pretty good, dry chicken and all!

So I'm proud of myself for at least trying to cook decent meals, and I'm on the lookout for my next recipe I want to try (as in a lunch or dinner recipe). I found this DELICIOUS recipe for a New Zealand type cookie dessert, called Yo-Yo biscuits. (Another thing you must know about me: I LOVE everything about New Zealand. I mean it, EVERYTHING.) So I found this recipe, and next time I hit up Kroger, I'm going to get everything to make this. Here's the recipe if you would like to try it:

Yo-Yo Biscuits


Yo-Yos:
175g butter, softened (1.5 sticks)
1/4 cup of sugar
Few drops of vanilla essence
1 1/2 cups plain flour
¼ cup of custard powder

Butter Filling:
50g butter (0.4 sticks)
½ cup icing sugar
2 tbsp custard powder

Cream butter and sugar until light and fluffy. Add vanilla. Sift flour and custard powder together. Mix sifted ingredients into creamed mixture. Roll teaspoonfuls of mixture into balls. Place on lightly greased oven tray. Flatten with a fork. Bake at 180 C (355-360 F) for 15-20 minutes. When cold sandwich together in twos with Butter Filling. Makes 20.


And here's a picture of these YUMMY sandwich cookies:

Wish someone could get me some of these now... or just get me some Tim Tams.

Well I have to get back to studying, enough procrastinating. I do hope that everyone takes some time to cook, even if it's just once. It's a great great great activity to, and it's good because then you get to eat, and who doesn't like to do that? Later, blog world.

I'm Feelin Me Right Now.

Sometimes, it's good to break out some good "girl power" music. No, I'm not talking about the Spice Girls (though I still love the Spice Girls. who doesn't? they were so cool back in the day). There are some artists that when I think of them, I think of girl empowering music. Britney Spears (some of her music), Christina Augerlia (again, some of her music), Beyonce. One of my favorite female artists that make feel that I am empowered to do anything is Kelly Rowland. Yes, a lot of her music is a lot more sensual than girl empowering, I understand that. Heck, look at her latest YouTube video, Lay It On Me: Kelly Rowland - Lay It On Me. (What I really want to know is where do you get a man couch like that? Christmas present!) But, I just bought her most recent album, and there are definitely a lot of songs that remind me that I am a strong woman, and that I can do anything. I'm Dat Chick (favorite line: I'm not cocky, I just love myself) and Feelin Me Right Now are two of my favorites, so if you have a chance to check out her album, I recommend it. Especially if you need a nice pick me up of positive energy in the form of R&B.

The lovely Kelly helped me do what I needed to do for a certain situation that has been bothering me since mid-June. Nothing too big, but you know those things that you know that you need to do something, but can't bring yourself to do it? Like deleting someone's phone number that you shouldn't be talking to, or getting done with something that you really just don't want to close it off. Stuff like that. Well, I finally put the "period" on this situation, and I feel great about it. Never deal with people, situations, etc. that make you feel inferior and low about yourself. The only person that can make you unhappy, inferior, etc. is yourself. Don't allow yourself to feel poorly about you. You are a beautiful creature, and there are plenty of people that love you for who you are. Don't change yourself for another person, it's not worth it in the end, because you're not being true to you. You are the most important person in your life, don't forget that. People will come and go, but you have to deal with you everyday. Wouldn't it be easier if you loved yourself completely?

Are there any people (whether you're close to them or not) that make you feel empowered? Or form of art, place, subject, etc. that makes you feel empowered? Whatever, whomever, whereever, don't let go of them. You may not need them all the time, but they will always be there for you when they're needed. And don't forget to show them a little love every once in a while... everyone/everything likes to feel appreciated.

I'm so happy that it is sunny and cool outside today. Perfect fall weather. Granted, I'm stuck inside with chemistry (my choice), but I love seeing the sun through my three big windows in my room. It makes me want to go carve pumpkins, or go to a farm for apple picking (or something along that nature, lol. you know what I mean). I just want to be outside in sweaters going on a hayride. What are some of your favorite fall activities? Whatever they are, do them while the sun is still prominent. Fall only lasts for so long, so let's make the most of it :)

Back to my inorganic chemistry land. My first exam for that class is this Friday... wish me luck! It's going to be a lot of work to prepare for it. Love you, bloggies. Have a perfect day, and go feel empowered!

It all pays off in the end.

Hello to all the lovely people out there! Yes, I am DEFINITELY in a better, more chipper mood than I was with my last post. Everyone gets down, gets stressed... if you don't, then that's great! But if you do, it's just a human emotion. It happens. The important thing is that you deal with your stress in a healthy and controlled manner, and then bounce back on top! :)

There have been many developments lately that have made me a very happy girl! For example, tonight I had my first exam for graduate school in chemical separations. Thanks to some great friends and some practice exams, I feel like I dominated that exam. (I guess we'll see once I get my exam back and what my score is.) And I haven't felt that good after coming out of an exam in a long, long time. So it feels good to be able to succeed, and now I can focus most of my time on the inorganic exam I have coming up next week.

One big big BIG development when it comes to graduate school: the past few weeks, we've had the faculty come and give presentations on what their research is they are doing, and the ones that speak are looking for students to join their lab groups. I've talked to a couple professors whose research I'm interest in, and I'm excited for the possibilities of each one. However, when I was talking to the first professor, I had told him that I was only a masters student, and we began to talk about that. Long story short, I told him I would definitely rather be getting my PhD, but I thought it wasn't possible. Turns out that if I can get my grades to where the PhD students have to keep it (aka a 3.3 GPA for all 3 quarters, instead of the 3.0 that masters students need), and I pass the intro to research class, then I can talk to the admissions council and the graduate head and discuss the possibility of me switching over to the PhD track! Talk about a HUGE surprise, and what a great, wonderful, fantastic surprise it was! So, obviously if I continue to work hard, I can get into the PhD program and not be too far behind!

So it's been a good week or so for me, school wise. And I'm hoping it's been a good week for everyone else as well!

Positive thought for the day: Work hard, play hard. I know at Centre, we always used to say, Work hard, play harder. But I think the original phrase works better. You shouldn't reward yourself if you haven't made progress in something. Hard work really does pay off. It's a delicate balance, but if you work hard, you definitely need to play hard. Just because not to play too hard (believe me, I know what that's like).

Quote of the day: (since it was Columbus day the other day, and this quote fits in with my positive thought for the day) "By prevailing over all obstacles and distractions, one may unfailingly arrive at his chose goal or destination." - Christopher Columbus

Whatever you are working toward, I wish you positive thoughts and energy. We can all use some of that. :)

Back to the grind of grad school though. Inorganic and organic chemistry are calling my name :) Good night, all you lovely people.

The cost of an education.

Being in graduate school is definitely no walk in the park. I didn't think it would be, but there are some days where I just wonder why it is so difficult at times. The classes are very invigorating (yes, even Advanced Inorganic Chemistry), and I LOVE being back in academia. There was definitely something missing when I was just working. I just hope that my next job after I get out of grad school has some kind of mental stimulation as well. Otherwise, I think I'll feel like grad school was almost a waste.

Speaking of school, and getting enjoyment out of it, something I've always pondered is the cost of an education. I thought a lot about it when I was at Centre, having it be so difficult and really expensive. Reflecting on my time in undergrad, I definitely thought that the amount it cost to go there was worth it for me personally. But now, being at University of Cincinnati, I am paying about 40% as much a year to go to school here, and get my masters degree. So it makes me wonder, who sets the price on getting a good education? Is it really about the label you get with it? Or is about what you make out of the time you are at an institution?

Another thing I always wonder about: the pricing increase when it comes to out-of-state tuition. As a generation that doesn't tend to stay in one place for long, it seems difficult to go to grad school (especially if you're the one who is paying for it) out of your state. Why do state boundaries have to keep us from achieving the most we can? I understand that without an increase in price, then everyone would attempt to apply to the "big name" schools, but aren't the panel in admissions supposed to handle that? Or why such a large price increase? And another thought: some schools require you to sign a contract that if you are coming from out-of-state, you are required to pay the out-of-state tuition during the entirety of your education at that institution. Isn't that a bit ridiculous? Some people want to move into the area and settle down there, but what's the advantage of going to that university when they're are having to pay a ridiculous amount of money to go there?

... I know this isn't a very positive blog post. More neutral than anything. But I definitely think that regardless of where one goes to further their education, the cost of an education is what you get out of it. Not just academically (which is obviously the most important aspect, after all, that's why you're furthering your education), but emotionally, socially. You can gain tons of networking opportunities, and find something you are very passionate about, regardless of where you're going to school. And I think that always needs to be the forefront of what you think about when it comes to an education: what you gain from continuing your education. Wherever that might be.

Some positivity at the end of the post, for good times sake: I refuse to be afraid of tomorrow, for I have seen yesterday and I love today! --> from the lovely @RevRunWisdom twitter. Go out and take life by the horns! Don't be afraid of the future, as there are so many possibilities for each and every one of us. We get through it all day by day. And by making the most of everyday, it's amazing what you can accomplish.

Okay, back to lovely inorganic reading and analytical studying! Later, loves.

These are the times to remember, for they will not last forever.

Well, school is in full swing here in Cincinnati, so obviously it's taking up about 87% of my time. Which is fine, because that's how it should be. I LOVE my organic spectroscopy class, like my chemical separations class, and am already frustrated with my inorganic class. Which is pretty much what I was expecting, but oh, how I had not missed the homework that accompanies the classes. Again, the organic homework is fine, because it's doable and I get it. But this inorganic homework is going to make me go insane. Oh well, c'est la vie. It'll be a big help if I want to do synthesis later in life (which I do). But I still love UC, and I'm starting to meet more people in my program, which is always fun.

Besides school, I've been having some fun on the side. Oktoberfest the first weekend here, and last weekend, there was the free Guster show on campus, and then the Columbus Crew v. LA Galaxy game in Columbus and visiting Shelby! So it's not been all work and no play, but I definitely need to start studying this weekend for upcoming tests and try to get ahead in the readings. I need a relaxing weekend.

I've also been on a online buying spree (not ever a good thing), and I FINALLY purchased an iPod. How would one survive without it, people ask? Just ask me, I did it for YEARS. But I figure if I'm spending about 5 hours a week at the gym, the least I can do is sweat and listen to some music to keep me going (though I have gotten used to working out without music). Yes, you heard me right. 5. Hours. A. Week. At. The. Gym. Something to take my mind off chemistry for a bit, and help me lose those last pesky 10 pounds that don't want to go away. So I think the moral of the story is: more gym time, less online shopping.

Positive message for the day: Work hard to achieve your goals, and then once you reach them, reward yourself. Don't just work hard and never get any benefits (besides achieving your goals. obviously that's the important thing). Get yourself a fro yo if you got your homework done early. Take a nap if you scored well on a test. Take a Facebook break if you read a chapter of inorganic chemistry (or any book you really need to).

I hope everyone has a great week, as the Billy Joel song goes: "These are the times to remember, for they will not last forever." So let's make the most out of every day we're alive, no regrets, right? Might as well.

This week you must #focus...

I remember when I used to be hesitant about using the social network Twitter. I didn't think I had anything to say that really mattered (and sometimes I really don't). But I began to realize that it's an outlet more than anything. You don't have to have some huge moment of realization or create something novel to tweet about it. It's all about what you're feeling at the time. If people don't want read it, they don't have to follow you. Simple as that. And sometimes you find some HILARIOUS things on Twitter. I use it to follow not only the news stations, but about new science findings, as well as my guilty pleasures with really really bad TV personas, sports teams and artists.

One of my favorite people I follow is @RevRunWisdom. Yes, that is none other than Rev Run (from Run DMC, he has his own TV show, Run's House). And while that seems silly and a bit ridiculous to follow Rev Run, I'll tell you exactly why I love it when he tweets about something. Sometimes it's not useful, but he tweets a lot of things that we need to remember. For example: he tweeted on Monday, "This week you MUST >>> #Focus = (F)ollow (O)ne (C)ourse (U)ntil (S)uccessful. So many times, we try to pull ourselves in all different directions, trying to get everything done at once. This reminds me that you have to do get things done, first and foremost. It's great if you can do multiple things at the same time, but if they're not followed into completion, all that multitasking and time was wasted. And it's nice to have reminders like that.

Another tweet I really enjoyed was from today: "You'll never be more successful than your goals. #hoping #wishing is not a strategy." It's a great thing to make goals, and challenge yourself on a day-to-day basis. Whether it's whether you can do another rep in your workout, do better on a test or assignment, or complete an all-out time consuming project at work, you have to set a goal for yourself and try to reach that goal. If you don't reach that goal, yes, there's disappointment that accompanies it. But why play it safe and not have goals you want to reach? Challenging yourself seems to make life more fulfilling and fun. But maybe that's just me :)

One last tweet for today, although it's not from @RevRunWisdom... it's from @fitnessmagazine (another one of my favorite accounts to follow. I've kinda become a fitness junkie, while still occasionally listening to the fat kid inside me)... "The big secret in life is that there is no big secret. Whatever your goal, you can get there if you're willing to work for it. #FitQuote" Again, it has to do with the whole thing of thinking positive. You make a goal, you work for it, and you think you can do it. Most of the time, it really does work. I'm sure we all have goals we'd like to obtain, but how many of us are willing to put forth the time and effort necessary to reach our goal?

Some goals of mine over the next few months:

1. Maintain a balance of school work, tutoring, working out and social interaction. Too easily, one or more of these are neglected. Most of my time will be going towards the first 3 things, but I definitely will need to be sane and have social interaction with people.
2. Lose 10 pounds. Yes, I know that seems silly, but I'm not doing it because of some distorted view I have of myself. It's more along the lines of, I'll be healthier when losing 10 pounds. I'm not trying to fit into size 2 clothing or anything. I just want to feel (and look) good. Nothing wrong with that.
3. Keep in good contact with my friends. It is definitely easy to lose contact with people once you're no longer living 10 feet away from them or in the same regional area. So if it takes letters, phone calls, emails, etc., I'll do it. 
4. Do well in my schoolwork. Yes, I know it has to do with #1. But Centre broke me out of the whole "I'm smart and I can get good grades if I work hard" mold. I have to keep a B average, but why not try to obtain more?

What are your goals for the next few months? And are you willing to do what it takes to obtain the final product?

That's all for now. School starts tomorrow... so let the madness begin! Latro, my lovelies.

Hello, Fall!

Somehow it snuck up on me, but it looks like it's the beginning of fall! (From the weather and also it's almost time for the first day of fall - Sept 21st) And with the beginning of fall brings many other beginnings:

The start of the school year: Yes, UC is still on the quarter system, which means our first day is not until Wednesday (coincidentally, the first day of fall!)... but I am very much looking forward to being back in an academic setting. Don't get me wrong, I learned a lot in the "real world" aka the working world, but I also learned a very important thing: to get to where I want to be, I need more schooling than just a Bachelors of Science degree. So I'm looking forward to continuing my education, and meeting new chemists and finding new opportunities. Who says I have to stick with my original plan of cosmetic science? There's so many options with chemistry, it almost makes my head spin!

Getting into full-swing of football season: Walking to the Chase ATM on campus, I had to walk through "frat central", with the music blaring, cornhole being played, and drinks being imbibed. Everyone was dressed in UC gear, and I wondered why. Then I remembered that there was a home football game today against Akron. And nothing against my lovely Centre College Colonel football players (represent!), but I forgot what it was like to get excited about football games, and actually going to them! I definitely wouldn't trade my experience at Centre for ANYTHING, but it's refreshing to be in the atmosphere again of tailgating, and campus coming alive for one common theme: football. Football is a great fall event, and I can't wait to go to some home UC games and watch college football and the NFL on Saturdays and Sundays (by myself, if I have to!)

This is one of the first things I saw when walking to the student center. If you remember my affinity for giant blow up things (slides, moon bounces, etc.), you understand why I'm in love with the huge bearcat.

Yay for sweater weather!: I was lucky enough to see my lovely friend Andrew Synder last night, and went out for a drink with him and my housemate, Steph. And from walking outside before, it had gotten pretty chilly once the clouds had rolled in and the sun was starting to set. So luckily I had come prepared with my favorite sweaters! As much as I LOVEEEEE summer, there's just something about lounging around in sweats and going out into the fall cool air in your cutest sweater. I believe that a girl can never have enough sweaters (or clothing for that matter, am I right?).

There's so much more to look forward to in the fall (hot drinks, halloween, leaves changing colors, pumpkins, etc.), but those are definitely my favorite "beginnings" that come with fall. What's your favorite things to look forward to with the coming of fall?

Go out, enjoy the cool weather, and have a great weekend! It's the world's 2nd largest Oktoberfest this weekend in Cincinnati (the largest being the original in Munich), so that's where I'm headed for the weekend. You stay classy, people. Kisses.

Positive Thinking?

I had been debating on whether or not I should start a blog or not... due to some issues I had with blogging in general. I didn't want something like this to turn into a place where I would complain about how bad life is (which is isn't), or how something unfortunate happens (but everything tends to happen for one reason or another).

But I've recently gotten over said issues, and decided that if people want to read it, and if something I can say might put a smile on someone's face, then why not do it?

I'm not sure what all I'll blog about, but I do know that the overall message of this blog will be about positive thinking and how good life really is for us (well, most of us). We all go through bad times, but if you think positively, things usually turn out all right (if not great). I'm a BIG believer in positive thinking, and it's gotten me to where I am today.

So, watch out blog world. JenVern is here!